Sunday, February 17, 2013

From My ExPat Diaries: Sarita and the Dance of the Swan


As an ESL teacher in a preschool, I spend most of my time worrying that I have no impact on my children.  On my bad days I know with some surety that to my kids, I am nothing more than a pesky fly, pestering them with buzzing words of a foreign language.  I am an annoying and only occasionally amusing presence who prevents them from playing with their LEGOs.  On my good days, though, I mostly know that this is not the case. 
"I am Rico! Where's Kovalski?...Evaporation!"  Still not sure
how it fit into a game about cartoon penguins, but who am I
to question "kid logic"
During our most recent project, two weeks of intensive exploration of water in its various shapes and forms, I spent a day teaching the water cycle.  We spent two hours playing with and experimenting with evaporation, condensation, saturation, and precipitation.  Later that day I heard one of my six-year-olds shout “EVAPORATION!” like it was an interjection in a comic book.  Instead of BAM! or POW!, he opted for “EVAPORATION!” and ran off to continue his game of “Penguins of the Madagascar.”  It probably wasn’t the correct context, but this child remembered a word I’d taught him, so I’m counting it as a victory.
This last Thursday we concluded a week of lessons about music.  We learned the names of instruments, listened to various genres, we discussed what we liked or disliked, and we listened to music to hear the emotion or the story it conveyed.  For this last activity we listened to the awakening beauty of the sunrise in Peer Gynt and the violin’s heartbreaking melancholy; we listened to clips of Beethoven’s Fifth and Ninth Symphonies, Vivaldi’s Four Seasons, and (humorously) Wham’s “Wake Me Up Before You Go-Go.”  To end the lesson, I told them that often dance can also express musical sentiment and to illustrate, I showed them a video of a ballerina dancing the death of the swan from Swan Lake.  My girls exclaimed over the poignant beauty of the music and the dancer’s grace as she fluttered and floated to her tragic end.  I then played clips from Glenn Miller and ABBA and asked them to dance the way the music felt and we laughed as they tried to shake, rattle, and roll to “Dancing Queen.”
Later that day, after playtime, lunch, and naptime, I was working on lesson plans as the children had free playtime.  My partner put on a CD mix of Polish songs and classical music for the children to listen to as they played their individual and organized games.  During one particularly sweet piece of classical music, my partner Aneta whispered to catch my attention; I looked up and saw that my Sarita was dancing Swan Lake.
Now although I shouldn’t have favorite children, I have to admit that Sarita is one of my favorite children.  Quiet and small, Sarita is often drowned out by the four boisterous boys in her age group and she is often ruled over by her two more dominant friends.  In six months of work together, though, I have seen her grow in confidence and strength, and occasionally I see her challenge the other children and hold her own ground.  And although I have to tell her to be quiet and to sit on her bum, I am inwardly delighted to see her meeting the world head-on.  As I watched Sara dance the dance of a swan, I felt a similar feeling of pride and delight.  Sara wasn’t using any of the words that I’d taught, but she was moving her arms and gliding just as the Russian ballerina had.  Watching her, it was clear that the lesson had resonated with her, and when she heard the classical music, she decided to dance her own childish but graceful imitation.  It was perfectly beautiful and touching.  It is moments like this that make my “pesky fly” days more easy to endure.